HAPI BIRTHDAY TO MY FATHER!!
actually it was last minute..
hahahah
ok..
where should i start about my dad?

ayah sebenarnya jahat org nyer..
hahaha
yup2..tatz the fact..his not a nice person..
he scolded me..he beat me..he slap me..
he FUCK right infront of my eyes..
hell yeaa..
dad..

IM SO BAD!!
hahahah
well2,I'll be a gd daughter alryte?
today is your birthday and i as your daughter shall post something gd yeaa?
how bout that??
*evil laugh*
ayah has been a great pillar i shud say despite the bad and evil things he done to me..
ya maybe because im also bad..
from pri skul,he wll wake me up early in the morning,heat up the water 4 me to bath..
he even sent me 2 skul before he went to werk..
awww..
that sweet of my dad right..
its the same as when im in sec lyfe..
by right when teens reached HALF ADULT ,they cn take care of their own but im not..
my dad still pampered me..
hahaha
ok ok,im evil..
i know that..
im alwaes evil..
till once upon a tyme,when the tyme hit..
my dad was totally dissapointed with me..
i know..i feel..i saw..
so lucky my mind is still stable..
i decided to find my own pocket money since im alredi **** *** from skul..

what cn i say..werking lyfe is a HELL for me..
and it bcum more BLOODY HELL when it comes to werk with your own siblings..
sibling who have a higher rank than me..
omg!
i feel really damn LOW CLASS girl at that period of tyme..
i when thru hell period about a year,my dad brought me up veri well..
from waking me up..
cook 4 me before i went to werk..
prepare my werking things..
sent me out till the doorstep..wave gdbye 2 me..
every sgl dae when his not werking..
how sweet he cn be??
how lucky i am to have a dad lyke him..
i know im reli lucky..
but as day pass by..
as sin comes..
as hurt stab thru the heart..
it just hurt me when i hurt my family..



its coming 2 an end of 2010..
its my dad birthday..
ya-allah,panjangkan umur ayahku..
murahkan rezeki nya..
berilah kesenangan..
dan smoge perjalanan hidup nya akan sentiasa bermakna..
amin..

a father....
who take care of me when im sick..
who brought me up lyke a small kid even im alredi werking..
who pampered me even he is upset..
who tolerate my attitude even he does not lyke it..
who heat up water for me to bath every sgl day of my skulling lyfe without fail..
who put my pocket money on my desk every sgl day..
who beats me up whem i do wrong..
who corrected my mistakes when i didn't realise..
who cook for me when im craving for something..
who washed n fold my clothings..
who iron my skul uniform early in the morning..
who support me whenver i in nid..
who let me enjoy when the fact he does not allow..

A Father Who Keep His Mouth Shut When His Daughter Is Over Limit Does Not Mean He Does Not Care And Love..
It Means He Want His Daughter To Realise And Learn From The Mistakes Herself..

That Is My Father..
Keeping His Mouth Shut Eventhough I Know Its Over My Limit As A Daughter..
I Realise Dad..
Im Sorry If I Really Deep Inside Has Dissapoint You Ample And Ample Of Times..

How Bad You Are..
How Evil You Are..
Even I Scold You Behind Your Back..
Even I Hate You So Much..
No One Can Replace You..
My Only Father..

Jami'at Bin Tukiran.................

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