Hiding

Friday, November 13, 2009 11:40 PM

jgn sala phm ye kwn2..tat guy in the pic is nOt my Mr Ryte..

kalau kOrg smue nk tau tulah abg kesayangan aku..Abg Ashiteru..i've knew him bOut 6 yrs back at alamak.com..we've lOst cOntact few yrs back but then we get 2 keep in tOuch again..

Alhamdulilah..A shOrt intrO bOut him,currently his studying @ UK..his fun 2 get along..sO anyOne whO wanna be his fren try 2 gO faceboOk n type rey ashiteru..im sure he dOnt mind making new frens..ryte abg?? =)

besides tat,dekni suke nahh nk step H.E.N.S.E.M. =p

but i cant deny tat he is cOz One Of my fren "lykes" him wen saw his pic at fb..haha..u knOw whO u r..

sO tatz enuf bOut tat guy..next up aite..

im here 2 declare tat im gOnna change 4 the sake Of my family..

dOnt be shOck wen i say tiz cOz sOme1 whO i lOve dearly the past 4 yrs wakes me up..

'i tk sempat nk ucapkan yg hafizh syg mak'

my dear ex lOst lost his mum a week agO..

n wen he tOld me the whOle incident,i cant hOld back my tears..

mungkin pade kOrg aku tkleh make it..but im trying my best 2 make my family hapi..

i've enuf making my mum cries nyte by nyte wOrrying bOut me..i've enuf making my mum gOt beaten up while prOtecting me frOm my father..i've enuf making my siblings gOt screwed up toO cOz Of me..maybe all tiz is juz a lil pieces but 4 me..its nOt..aku dh terlalu byk berdOsa ngan keluarge aku..by cOming hOme straight frOm werk,nOt gOing Out during my Off dae is enuf 2 make my mum hapi..n nw im slOwly cutting dOwn smOking..i've quit but nOt tOtally..i've a few mOre sectiOns 2 gO 2 clear Of thOse arts On my bOdy..im dOing tiz cOz Of my family nO Other reasOns..

Ya-Allah,aku mOhOn tunjukkan lah aku jln yg benar dan jauh kan aku dari segala cObaan..Lindunglah keluarga aku..maafkan segala dOsa ibu bapa aku..hukum lah aku dlm masa terdekat ini supaya aku dpt meluang lebih byk masa di hari kemudian bersama keluarga aku..aku redha..Amin..dari ini,im gOnna say adeq sayang mama ngan ayah..maafkan adeq kalau adeq selame ini menyusahkan mama ngan ayah....

~zyrah23~

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