Monday, February 2, 2009 1:45 AM
its alredi 1am nw n i still havent slip yet..haish..suppOsed 2 be my Off dae but angela kOl me n tOld me 2 went back 4 werk 2 cOver 1 staff..werk frOm 6pm till 10pm..damn slippy n tired..but reli kecOh wen werking..me,kak azuin n shahirah wer making jOkes arOund n shahirah kene rabak ngan aku ngan kak azuin psl 'balls' .. hahaha.. its lyke the 3 Of us yg paling kecOh kt dlm cOld stOrage tuh..kak azuin dh tkleh tkleh kekek,aper tk lagi aku..hahaha.."best tau maen bOla" hahaha ... abeh kak azuin dh pk laen bende..shahirah was referring 2 netball nyer ball then kak azuin was lyke lOoking at me..n she started 2 laugh..sampai nk terkencing siOl aku ketawe..shahirah kene rabak seyy..hahaha..paisey ehkk shahirah..then sampai nk clOsing tyme aku n kak azuin tk abes2 kene kan shahirah..but gd lah my staff at yishun cn take jOkes..we were laughing all the way,biaselah tkder bende keje nk buat..sempat gurau,sempat beli mkn,sempat maen tic tac tOe ngan kak azuin..4 me persOnally,nw i perfer werking at yishun..best sgt2..then dh nk alek satu2 biase lah ckp bye.. then i was lyke saying 2 shahirah bye bOlley beylO..then 2 kak azuin bye beylO beylO..abeh last2 aku jugak yg kene bye setan beylO..kuang asam betOl ni due bdk..hahaha..Onli few daes werking with them but we cn cOmmunicate veri well..tapi tuh cume sementare jek..On wednesdae dh start alek kt hOugang..gOnna miss all my beylO at yishun,n yes we have 2 agree tat we make Our werking place lyke Our hOme..dO as we lyke..hahaha..tatz my staffs...we cOnquer the place..'the yishun beylOs'..put aside bOut my werking stOries..juz wanna let Out here watz in my mind ryte nw..tiz few daes i keep thinking bOut my ex..i juz dOnt knOw y..i my Ownself is cOnfused..cOnfused y i still wanna wait 4 him..saw him Once at my werkplace at hOugang with his frens..my mind juz flashed back thOse tymes wen we were 2gether 5 mnths agO..everynyte tOking On the fOn till late mOrning..wake up kOl him in the mOrning 2 gO 2 skul..hug him tight n kiss his cheeks..i reli want tat mOments 2 cOme back..n i still remember n juz cant 4get wen we juz knew each Other,he were tOking bOut wanting me 2 be his gf in a jOking n cheeky vOice..n i laugh n keep On saying wateva la ehkk..then he change 2 Other tOpic n again he ask me the same Qns but tiz tyme with a seriOus vOice..still fresh in my mind.. "watt if i reli want u 2 be mine?" n i was reli speechless.. i juz cant 4get n i will nOt 4get tat dae..i asked u watt u craving 4,n u tOld me crumpler bag..i save my mOney n bOught u the beg u wanted with mimi..i gave u On the dae we went Out 2 vivO with firas n mimi..n tatz watt u want cum ur bdae present frOm me..till the dae i saw u with ur frens at hOugang mall,u were still using tat beg..u still keep ur edited pic tat have the werd "baby paul"..u still viewed my frenster Once..u still keep my cOmments On ur pic..myself? i still everything bOut u..ur pics,ur cOntacts,ur msges..i dOnt mind lOsing all tat but i dO mind if i lOse ur hugs & kisses,smile,jOkes,care n lOve tat i kept in my heart till tiz mOment..im missing the way u hug me tight frOm behind..im missing the way u kiss me..im missing the way u lOok at me with ur cheeky smile..im missing ur hands tat alwaes hOld my hands wen walking..watt im trying 2 tell u is tat..im missing ur lOve aOki..i harap kite dpt kembali bersame..3rdAug08 the dae u let me gO n till nw im hOping 4 u 2 cOme back...~zyrah23~Labels: aku masih mengharapkanmu.
