Friday, November 13, 2009


jgn sala phm ye kwn2..tat guy in the pic is nOt my Mr Ryte..
kalau kOrg smue nk tau tulah abg kesayangan aku..Abg Ashiteru..i've knew him bOut 6 yrs back at alamak.com..we've lOst cOntact few yrs back but then we get 2 keep in tOuch again..
Alhamdulilah..A shOrt intrO bOut him,currently his studying @ UK..his fun 2 get along..sO anyOne whO wanna be his fren try 2 gO faceboOk n type rey ashiteru..im sure he dOnt mind making new frens..ryte abg?? =)
besides tat,dekni suke nahh nk step H.E.N.S.E.M. =p
but i cant deny tat he is cOz One Of my fren "lykes" him wen saw his pic at fb..haha..u knOw whO u r..
sO tatz enuf bOut tat guy..next up aite..
im here 2 declare tat im gOnna change 4 the sake Of my family..
dOnt be shOck wen i say tiz cOz sOme1 whO i lOve dearly the past 4 yrs wakes me up..
'i tk sempat nk ucapkan yg hafizh syg mak'
my dear ex lOst lost his mum a week agO..
n wen he tOld me the whOle incident,i cant hOld back my tears..
mungkin pade kOrg aku tkleh make it..but im trying my best 2 make my family hapi..
i've enuf making my mum cries nyte by nyte wOrrying bOut me..i've enuf making my mum gOt beaten up while prOtecting me frOm my father..i've enuf making my siblings gOt screwed up toO cOz Of me..maybe all tiz is juz a lil pieces but 4 me..its nOt..aku dh terlalu byk berdOsa ngan keluarge aku..by cOming hOme straight frOm werk,nOt gOing Out during my Off dae is enuf 2 make my mum hapi..n nw im slOwly cutting dOwn smOking..i've quit but nOt tOtally..i've a few mOre sectiOns 2 gO 2 clear Of thOse arts On my bOdy..im dOing tiz cOz Of my family nO Other reasOns..
Ya-Allah,aku mOhOn tunjukkan lah aku jln yg benar dan jauh kan aku dari segala cObaan..Lindunglah keluarga aku..maafkan segala dOsa ibu bapa aku..hukum lah aku dlm masa terdekat ini supaya aku dpt meluang lebih byk masa di hari kemudian bersama keluarga aku..aku redha..Amin..dari ini,im gOnna say adeq sayang mama ngan ayah..maafkan adeq kalau adeq selame ini menyusahkan mama ngan ayah....
~zyrah23~

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Saturday, October 24, 2009

I knOw its my fault.
Yest went 4 lasering @ eastpOint.
Mama & abg accOmpany me.
I dOnt felt anything during the jOurney 2 eastpOint.
As is im gOing jln2 with them.

I've reached.
The nurse tOld me 2 wait 4 the dOkter.
Then the nurse called me 2 put On the cream.
bOut half an hr,the nurse n dOkter bring me 2 1 rm.
I dOnt felt anything as I want 2 get tat thing Over n dOne with ASAP!

"We r gOing 2 start nw"
n within 5 minit,its dOne.
Its nOt reli tat painful but after a few hrs,
i felt the numbness,the stiffness at my neck area.
I've difficulty turning n lifting up my hands.

The pain,the sOund Of laser,the uglyness.
I have 2 accept it all.
After i felt the pain n stiffness.
i tOld myself nO mOre.Once n nO Twice.

Brani Buat Brani Tanggung.
Its nOt watt i've wished 4.
Im dOing tiz cOz Of my parents toO.
Im sOri i've dissapOint my whOle family.
Its nOt a wOnderful mOments Of remOving my tattoo...............................

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Monday, September 21, 2009

Selamat Hari raye!
Kepade smue sanak dan saudara!!
wOoO~hOo!!
hahahaha
entah betOl ke tk lyrics tuh..
yeaa!!
its the 2nd dae Of raye n i cn tell u tat aku rase mcm tknk raye pOn ader..
sebab....
nk tau tk sebab aper...
SEBAB DUIT RAYE SEMAKIN KURANG BEB!!!!!
kesiankan la daku..
heheheh
bear with me cOz tis is gOing 2 be a lOng2 pOst aites!

yest went 2 atOk hOuse @ macphersOn..
tiz yr canggih siket,ader kenderaan sendiri..
kenderaan dOnut empire nyer lOri ice bOx..
wakakakaak...
aku,kakak cik yaya & bibik dOk dlm ice bOx while ayah drive,mama,abg n feera dOk kt depan..
bile ayah On je air cOn..
ya-allah! Tuhan saje yg tau betape sejukkkkk sampai menggigil kite kt dlm ice bOx tuh!
sO Our jOurney starts n reached macphersOn..
fuhhh!!
aku blang kOrg2 smue,tiz yr laen daripade laen..kecOh makcik pakcik mak sedare satu2 ngan camera..ader yg amek videO,tk abes2 amek gmbr..
nk tau kenape..
sebab skg smue makpakcik aku dh ader faceboOk acct..
nk uplOad kt fb lak tuh kOnOn..
hahahahah
aku dh malas nk bukak fb,dOrg lak yg skg active fb..
kecOh2..
sO next umah cik piah kt tamp..
kite mkn kueh mkn lauk2..aku sampai dh tkleh jln sebab kekenyangan..dOk bbual2..tgk tv..
tuh pOn skejap jek..akak mkn sambil maen cik yaya nyer lappy..
dh gitu tkpe,ader dier surOh aku angkat kan pinggan abeh cuci skali..
binatang pOn tk mcm dier...
hmph!!
pemalas!
sO satu2 dh dibuai kesedapan,dh kenyang kan..
next umah kak fizah..nk tau saper kak fizah..hahahah
bakal akak ipar ku..insya-allah...
sO Otw gi umah kak fizah kt macphersOn jugak..
aku,akak,cik yaya ngan bibik mengambil kesempatan untuk dibuai mimpi sementare menanti sehingga ke destinasi kami..
lagi skali aku blang...
kesejukkan dOhh!!!!!

bile dh sampai umah kak fizah,satu2 dh tkleh masOk lagi..
smue perOt dh mcm 5 bln ngandung..
tapi tk baek kan Org umah dh pelawa mkn..
cik yaya Org pertame yg sebat dulu sebab nk mkn satay yg sudah dicampur ngan kuah nyer skali..
then satu2 pOn ikOt..
first2 aku tknk mkn sebab dh senak perut ku..
bile cik yaya tunjOk kan aku thumbs up..
aku pOn aper lagi..
ngap skali arh..! betOl2 tk bedek..sedap dOkkk!!! hahahaha...
btw kan,adeq kak fizah yg lelaki same umOr ngan aku pOn leh tahan jugak..
wakakakakakakak!
sO bla bla bla..bbual2..tgk anak aku yg aku serah kan kt kak fizah..
makin gemOk dOrg mcm mak dOrg(aku la tuh)..
hahahah..cik yaya bagi signal sebab dh tkleh tahan..
dh pukOl 10 lebeh kite maseh ader lagi 1 umah nk gi..
cepat2 angkat kaki,masOk ice bOx...tidO lagi...
(mcm babi ehk kite Org ni mkn tido mkn tidO jekk.)

umah cik suli kt pOtOng pasir is Our last hOuse..
feera dh lepak tidO akak ngan rambOt serabai mate stOne..
cik yaya dh stengah landing..mama mate separOh bukak..
waduhh...waduhhh..
smue dh gOne case ni...
sO we make it fast game mkn kueh siket minOm air then we gerak..
antar cik yaya,feera n bibik back at eunOs...aper lagi..aku ngan akak take pOsitiOn abeh tidO arh!!
wakakakak...
reached hOme mandi..
tapi seblOm tuh....kire duit dulu..
hahahaha...aperlah naseb ku..dh bekerje duit pOn makin kurang..
nk tau brape..
hahaha tkyah la ehkk..yg aku leh blang stakat brape ketOl jek..
sedeh siOlll aku!!!!
tapi tkpe..aku trime...
nk lelap kan mate,gOdeh2 hp then trOs saaappppp....gOne case!!!!

Dari itu Saye Jazyrah aka Anjer nk ucapkan Slmt hari raye kepade smue umat Islam di Singapure Maaf zahir dan Batin Tulus dari hati kecilku ini..!!
Sekian Terima Kasih!

~zyrah23~

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Friday, August 28, 2009

well im back again..actually juz a shOrt pOst..
im here juz wanna say a big thankiu 4 thOse whO wished me hapi bdae..
here's a list Of peeps whO wished me..
-hazie ex ku
-acit baronbros
-su kimikO anak ku
-mimi kwn ku
-ariff bakal guy anak ku
-azuin my beylO syg
-syaiwa my dear beylO
-gOdfady bdk alamak
-hafizh ex ku
-wawa & kak liza frOm didifiers
-kim kwn sec skul ku
-cik rOs makcik gerek ku
-my staffs at dOnut empire hg mall
-janna kakak lahabau ku
-syazrin abg ipar ku tOngOng
-aubrey anak manager ku
-mun yeOng & xue yun manager dari pastamania hg mall
all tiz is frOm msg..
thanks alsO 4 thOse whO wishes me @ tagged n facebOok..
Thanks dOnut empire staffs n kakak n syazrin 4 having a small celebratiOn Outside Pasta...
thanks 2 make-up-ing my face with kek..
thanks 4 the perfume frOm syazrin n necklace frOm my staffs..
tat mini celebratiOn reli makes me wanna tear dOwn..
Thanks..Thanks n Thanks sO much!

calObeteh!

~zyrah23~

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Thursday, July 23, 2009




Sam



bear with me cOz tiz will be a lOng pOst..
tat guy up there juz went back indOnesia On the 23 July 10am @ airpOrt T2..
me,akak,syazrin,awal,wan qing & su met at hg int @ 8am..
b4 tat me & akak toOk cab dOwn 2 hg int,in the cab akak tOk2 n end up tears rOlling dOwn my cheeks..
went reached waited 4 the rest n we toOk 27..
in the bus all the mOments running in my head n im cOntrOlling my tears..
i dOnt feel lyke sending him Off..cut shOrt..

reached T2,get dOwn n find Sam..sO while he gO check in..we hurry up finish tiz
thingy tat we gOnna gave it 2 him..


tatz the frOnt Of it..behind we wrOte all the msgges..clOse up pic is all at my multiply..sO wen he finished check in..he loOked 4 us Outside..sO tOking writing smOking n nOt 2 4get pasrah-ing all 1 shOt..toOk pics Of them..i stOod bside him n loOked @ him..








Sam: Kata nya ngak bisa dtg? kOk ada di sini?



Me: Ya kerna aku liat kamu buat kali terakhir..







n he stared in my eyes n tat makes my tears rOll dOwn again..wan qing n su cOnsOled me 2 stOp crying..he nid 2 gO in @ 10am..sO we toOk all the pics..n wen its tyme 2 prOceed..we have Our last tOks,wishes,jOkes,pics,hugs...walking 2wards the departure hall makes my heart hurts..n wen we toOk he n his indOn frens a grOup pic..i tOtally breakdOwn..i cant hOld my tears back..su was bside me cOnsOlling me..but she her Ownself breakdOwn toO..i juz feel hurt n lOst 2 c him went back 2 indOnesia..

a guy whO lOve me eventhOugh i break his heart..but nw im here crying n wanting him 2 be by my side..gOing hOme 2gether after werk..have Our smOke break 2gether..i juz miss all thOse mOments.. n wen he said its tyme 4 him 2 gO,1 by 1 hug him n cried..n 4 the first tyme i saw tears in his eyes..





after the guys hug him..i walked 2wards him n hug him 4 the last tyme..n the last kiss On his cheeks..n i lOoked away..




su,wan qing n awal cOnsOle me..Omar tap On my shOulder n tOld me 2 releks n stOp crying..watched him till he walked away frOm the departure hall..me n the rest prOceed sOmewer else after tat..the rest sOme r alredi Ouhk im still thinking n his face his still wOndering in my head..





cutting shOrt again..su fOllOw me hOme 2 change cOz im werking @ 5pm..sO while werking suddenly my hp vibrate..i gOt a kOl frOm sOme weird num..i picked up,n i heard his vOice..n i cried..but i tried my best nOt 2 let him hear..his asking watt im dOing..he tOld me tat he reached hOme safely n his at his living rm with his mum..tOk 4 awhile n he tOld me 2 take care Of myself..he will kOl soOn again..tatz the end Of Sam..tatz the last i heard his vOice..n tat the last i heard him saying zyrah syg..but i hOpe it will nOt be the last kOl frOm him..




i wOuld lyke 2 end tiz blOg by saying big thanks On behalf Of Samuel 4 waking up early in the mOrning 2 sent him Off..



-siti



-awal



-daniel



-su



-syazrin



-mamat



-Omar



-akmal



-wan qing



Salam Sayang Dari:



Zyrah & Samuel Louis

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

randOm!
i gOt a cut On my finger during werk wen frying the dOnut..
yeaa..hOw i gOt the cut? its the metal plate tat cut my finger..wen pOlyclinic half way n gget half dae 'Off' ...
hahahahah...
best sgt2 but still my finger is berdenyuting all the way..
sO tahan je lah..1 dae MC lyke nO MC cOz i gO jln2..hehehehe

Samuel..
an indOnesian guy tat i get 2 knOw bOut 4 mnth..
hari ni,genap lagi 3 minggu he will gO back cOz his skul attachment finished 4 6 mnths..
well,i dOnt knOw y but i reli felt the lOst after he wen back..
his reli a sincere guy n i knOw..he never lie 2 me..
watt i lyke bOut him is tat,he never reli scOld me wen he knew tat i 'lie' 2 him..
n i still remember.. 'aku ngak mau kamu bOhOng sama aku,kerna bOhOng itu dOsa..aku ngak mau kamu berdOsa..ngerti?'
yes i understand u sammy..
aku gak tau napa aku rasa sedih skali bila kita ngOmOng
tentang kepulangan kamu nanti..
mmg benar kata kamu,waktu gitu cepat berlalu..
pertemuan di bus stOp tiap kali pulang dari kerja ngak mungkin aku akan
lupa..di situ mula nya hubungan kita..
maafkan aku kerna ada masa aku bOhOng pada mu..aku cume ngak mau kamu cemburu dan sakit hati..tapi yg pasti aku akan merindui kamu sih..
tis is watt i sent 2 him..n wen i ask him will he cOme back?
'ngak perlu khuatir,aku akan buat kejutan untuk mu..aku akan pulang ke singapur dan cari kamu..kamu bOleh kenalkan aku sama anak2 mu..becanda kOk'
hehehe..he lyke 2 disturb me tiz few weeks..idk y..
but his reli cute wen i disturb him saying his gila..
he will eply either 'gila tapi suka' Or 'gila2 sayang kan mbak zyrah'
hahaha..his msg is all the kacau nakal2 type..
i'll pOst his pic if i get i chance 2 take pic with him..
lOok at his eyes..frankly i attracted 2 his eyes..seriOusly..
reli gOnna miss him...hOpefully he will cOme back..
take gd care Of urself aite samuel..
~zyrah23~

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Thursday, June 18, 2009


Tiz is Muhammad Haidzir aka fierO..
Well,tiz guy here is my guy fren frOm Pastamania @ hOugang Mall..
Been fren with him n his a nice guy afterall..
His nOt a bad temper,his easy gOing n lOve 2 make jOkes n sOmetymes lame jOkes..hahaha..
I feel cOmfOrtable wen with him cOz we dO talk bOut Our prOblems..
Share n xchange OpiniOns..
AmOng all my frens @ Pasta,his the One whO cn reli sit dOwn with me n talk things Out..He will tell me his prOb with his gf n bla bla bla..i'll be his listening ears..his a guy with a sensitive feelings sOmetymes wen cOmes 2 gals..he give in mOre..suke mengalah kate Org2 mlayu..



There was Once we were talking bOut weight n height...
*tkder tOpic nyer psl nk bbual..hahahah*
he ask me wats my height n weight smue..
n ya i tOld him frankly tat my wt is 60 n my ht is 162..
i tOld him tat im FAT..he say nO..mati2 kate tk..hahaha..
degil peh bdk..
he say im nOt FAT..cume BONCET jek..
i was lyke ehk2 ni bdk..kuang ajar jugak ehk...
starting frOm tat tOpic he kOl me bOncet..thankss ehkk..
Aku lak,nk kene kan dier alek..i kOl him wen he juz wOke up the next dae..
i purpOsely ask him watt his dOing..he said he juz wOke up..
i said 2 him..
me: patOtlahh..
him:patOtlahh aper?
me:patOtlah bau baciin..*laughing*
him:nk kene kan alek nmpk??
me: hahaha..aner ader..betOl tkder..cume mmg betOl bau baciin jek..
n 4 me,starting frOm tat dae i started 2 kOl him baciin..
wateva name we kOl each Other,we knew we were juz playing arOund..
nw his serving NS n we cant get 2 mit alwaes lyke we use 2..
im nO lOnger @ hOugang..his @ bedOk while im at thOmsOn..
sO,i miss u my guy fren..Tc!
~zyrah23~

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all the fucking crap shit u wanna say.

GaLsEtAn a.k.a aNjEr
23 August
Hate or love me?i dun give a damn.

belOved brO - abg remy iskandar
alamakians - dEq fiEra
aLaMaKiaNs - MaMa_irNa
aLaMaKiaNs - JuniOr jOk(e)r
beyl0 - syaiwa
beyl0 - zuin
didifiers - syasya
didifiers - wawa
didifiers - kak lyn
DarLiNg - MiMyEe
Sis - Su KimikO
SiS - CaiYiNg
FrEn - FaYyAdHaH